Filed under: Uncategorized
I just found out that I will only be recieving a small raise. To some this would be okay. For me, it is useless. For the most part I have the responsibilities of a manager. I have to make sure the other employees do their work. If they don’t I get yelled at. I have to write a schedule. I also do stock orders and all that. I however do not pay any of the bills. I do not handle the money at all except for making the deposits and making sure we have enough money in the drawer each day to operate. I also get calls from my boss to do extra projects. But, I am not making as much as the other managers. Why? Because I am not at a stand alone store. The owner is here a lot.
So, due to these facts I get jipped out of nearly $2.oo/hr. I found out yesterday that this is how its going to be. I tried explaing that I am barely making more than some of the other employees. I am also in the situation of having to either find a roomate or move to a SMALLLLLL shit town with no jobs.
So my situation right now sucks. I am very upset that I wont be paid what I should be. I like my job and trying to find another job would be very hard especially with having to get a new place at the same time. I really don’t know what I am going to do.
Filed under: Droppings
I recently started going back through my old CD collection and found Ben Folds Five. I miss that band. Well, one of their songs really hit a chord with me.
Battle of Who Could Care Less.
Do you not hear me anymore
I know it’s not your thing to care
I know it’s cool to be so bored
I sucks me in
when you’re aloof
It sucks me in, it sucks it works
I guess it’s cool to be alone
Will you never rest
Fighting the battle of who could care less
Everyday you wake up late
Sometimes I wish I was
that way
And you think Rockford Files is cool
But there are some things
that you would change
if it were up to you
So think about your masterpiece
Watch the Rockford Files
And call to see if Paul can score some weed.
Will you never rest
Fighting the battle of who could care less
Unearned unhappiness
That’s all right I guess…
I’ve go this great idea
Why don’t we pitch it to the Franklin Fucking Mint
Fine pewter portraits of
general apathy and major boredom singing…
Whatever and ever Amen
Oh well maybe not try again
This should cheer you up for sure
See I’ve got your old I.D.
And you’re all dressed up like the Cure
Will you never rest
fighting the battle
of who could care less
unearned unhappiness
You’re my hero I confess
I do this. All the time. I need to slow the hell down and not care so much about useless shit. Blarg.
Filed under: Droppings
I think we are fucked as a country. I even voted for Obama; Buyer’s remorse at its finest. I know that the other option wouldn’t have been much better but I don’t think we would be on our way to a socialist state. More and more government means more people relying on the government. That is not what the forefathers had in mind. If you think so you are full of shit. The ideals that make our country great are being killed.
Everyone, look to D.C. to fix you. Don’t try to do it yourself. Don’t take responsibility for your shitty choices on loans and buying houses you shouldn’t. Yes, rely on Uncle Obama.
I wish I would just die of a heart attack now.
Filed under: WTF
I don’t think my girlfriend is all that funny. She gets upset I don’t laugh at her quips. Saying I need to learn how to give up laughs for people. I do though, when it’s funny.
I love her and she can be funny sometimes but most of the time she isn’t. I wish I could tell her she isn’t funny.
Filed under: Droppings
I am a loser. I have a dead end job. I’m close to 30 and live at home. I play video games a lot and overweight. I do have a girlfriend but who knows how long that is going to last. I have no college education and I don’t know if I want to get one. I see other people my age with good lives and wonder where I fucked up. Or rather, why am I such a fuck up?
Oddly, through all that self-pity there is a part of me that is happy.
Filed under: WTF
I have a bit of a condition.
I find Jewish women, especially Israeli Jewish women very attractive. The best way to describe it is: Ya, know how many western men find Asian women attractive and it’s called “Yellow Fever?” Well, I have that for Israelis, Jews or whatever you want to call them. I haven’t yet thought up a catchy title for it. Maybe “Hebrew Fever.” I don’t know.
The sad thing is it even works if I am lead to believe the woman is Israeli. Actress Cote de Pablo portrays Ziva David in NCIS. She is however Chilean. Due to my condition she is now 100% more attractive because she plays an Israeli. I can’t explain it. It just is.
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I have been threatening to do an anonymous blog for sometime now. I have another not so anonymous blog that I found is harder to be honest on. Well, 100% honest on. You know, what with peoples feelings and all. I sometimes wish I wasn’t so nice.
So this is it. I will, in a anonymous way. Post the things I really want to writer. The things I want to say that if you knew me would be somewhat shocking. I am in no way saying what I will post is all that shocking on a grand scale. I am much to boring for that. I just need a nice unknown output for my thoughts.
